Jul 02 00:28:43 --> You are now talking on #gender Jul 02 00:28:43 --- Topic for #gender is Friendly hideout for lgtbbq/gender/gending/cookout interests and issues. Curiosity and lurking are welcome. | Barbecue and Bapping the Binary since 2009 | check your genderfluid every 10,000 smiles | tapestry, not heraldry o-o | Affiliated channels: #gender-arcade (games), #gender-office (Serious business), #gender-basement (nsfw 18+) Jul 02 00:28:43 --- Topic for #gender set by summerwyn!~wyn@96-41-169-136.dhcp.mdfd.or.charter.com at Tue Jun 16 15:45:00 2015 Jul 02 00:28:43 --- EsperBot gives channel operator status to T-Cat Jul 02 00:28:44 * feepbot welcomes T-Cat (2 / 17): Is touhou an actual species or something Jul 02 00:29:24 oh that was quick Jul 02 00:29:51 it was! Jul 02 00:29:52 Six hours, ten before completely unwarranted explosion. Jul 02 00:32:41 It's like she came back to make sure /every single piece/ of the bridge was burned Jul 02 00:32:54 It's just solid carbon at this point Jul 02 00:33:00 WE LIGHT THE FIRE, YOUR LOVE IS MY ONLY DESIRE Jul 02 00:33:01 --> Sophia (~SophiaBut@host-92-28-47-146.as13285.net) has joined #gender Jul 02 00:33:01 * feepbot welcomes Sophia (10 / 19): I like Power Fisting opponents though Jul 02 00:33:03 came back to collect the charcoal to use it as fuel Jul 02 00:33:08 <-- Sophia (~SophiaBut@host-92-28-47-146.as13285.net) has left #gender Jul 02 00:33:12 OOPS Jul 02 00:33:28 --> Sophia (~SophiaBut@host-92-28-47-146.as13285.net) has joined #gender Jul 02 00:33:28 * feepbot welcomes Sophia (10 / 19): I like Power Fisting opponents though Jul 02 00:34:25 Skellie: In reference to "lol what'", Sophia's pretty much been insulting me and nagging at me since this one argument in another place a while back. Jul 02 00:34:53 I keep asking you to stop talking to me beecause I heard crap things about you from a gf please leave me alone Jul 02 00:36:43 Sophia: /ignore Jul 02 00:36:44 --- Disconnected (Connection reset by peer). **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Jul 02 00:36:44 2015 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Jul 02 00:38:20 2015 Jul 02 00:38:20 --> You are now talking on #gender Jul 02 00:38:20 --- Topic for #gender is Friendly hideout for lgtbbq/gender/gending/cookout interests and issues. Curiosity and lurking are welcome. | Barbecue and Bapping the Binary since 2009 | check your genderfluid every 10,000 smiles | tapestry, not heraldry o-o | Affiliated channels: #gender-arcade (games), #gender-office (Serious business), #gender-basement (nsfw 18+) Jul 02 00:38:20 --- Topic for #gender set by summerwyn!~wyn@96-41-169-136.dhcp.mdfd.or.charter.com at Tue Jun 16 15:45:00 2015 Jul 02 00:38:30 bridge is basically graphene at this point Jul 02 00:38:33 would bee nice if I could try and vent suicidal shit without having you 2 strive for contention again Jul 02 00:38:33 stronger than ever Jul 02 00:38:48 I would suggest this is not the best place to vent that Jul 02 00:39:02 I'll stop directly talking to you Sophia, but if there's a conversation that I want to take part in, I will. Jul 02 00:39:02 Suicidal shit? Literally a turd flushing itself? Jul 02 00:39:09 bad form k Jul 02 00:39:10 * Sophia baps k Jul 02 00:39:12 maybe hush Jul 02 00:39:14 =C Jul 02 00:39:26 wyn is that jsut a straight admittance that this place isnt supportive or what Jul 02 00:39:36 this is a social group Jul 02 00:39:40 not a support group, not a therapy group Jul 02 00:39:49 tbh I'm uncomfortable with suicide venting in main chan Jul 02 00:39:49 <-- T-Cat has quit (Ping timeout: 206 seconds) Jul 02 00:39:52 nobody here has training that I know of and there are things we can't help with Jul 02 00:40:18 it was in -basement of all places, heh Jul 02 00:40:23 uh Jul 02 00:40:29 that's kinda gross, then Jul 02 00:40:31 wyn ; do you need training to know how to not make it worse Jul 02 00:40:38 quite possibly Jul 02 00:40:39 why would you talk about suicide in a nsfw/porn chan Jul 02 00:40:48 I can only see it getting worse if it continues to be talked about Jul 02 00:40:55 it just kindda happened I'm low as fuck for the third time this year give me a fucking break Jul 02 00:41:50 the only break available to you is clinical in nature I think Jul 02 00:42:11 Coming to people who aren't certified for this kind of thing is the worst thing to do because most times it'll probably make it worse. Jul 02 00:43:10 if I knew anywhere better to go then I'd go there Jul 02 00:43:20 the only reason I choose this place is beecause it was hella helpful in years previously Jul 02 00:44:08 I don't think this is going to be a helpful place for this to be discussed Jul 02 00:44:33 if it was going to have helped, it would have done so back then Jul 02 00:44:42 <-- Sanae has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 00:45:08 I'd actually hoped to talk to that abusive ex you keep as an op around here to see if we could talk something out but they didnt seem to reply so Jul 02 00:45:30 iirc they do not want to talk to you. Jul 02 00:45:42 no they jsut want to talk shit about me on social media, obviously. Jul 02 00:46:09 who cares about taking responsibility for pushing someone to the edge of a train platform Jul 02 00:46:16 got crazy ex's to shittalk Jul 02 00:46:16 oo allegations Jul 02 00:46:27 yes that is what you are doing Jul 02 00:46:55 we can't put up with that sort of thing here Jul 02 00:47:27 so, well, given that we can't provide the help you seem to be looking for without making your situation worse Jul 02 00:47:34 and you're lashing out at people here unprovoked Jul 02 00:47:41 > unprovoked Jul 02 00:47:43 I think at this point I am going to have to ask you to leave Jul 02 00:47:47 > mentioning an ex who got me suicidal Jul 02 00:48:06 no one mentioned anyone Jul 02 00:48:11 YOU mentioned the people Jul 02 00:48:13 Why would you even want to talk to that ex then Jul 02 00:48:16 Sophia: I believe you mentioned the ex. Jul 02 00:48:24 no more discussion Jul 02 00:48:32 idk maybee if they can convicne me I'm a broken piece of shit then maybee they can turn around and convince me of the opposite if they're kind enough Jul 02 00:48:35 sophia please leave or I'll have to remove you Jul 02 00:49:02 you're not even trying to bee kind anymore are you Jul 02 00:49:04 <-- Sophia (~SophiaBut@host-92-28-47-146.as13285.net) has left #gender (Leaving) Jul 02 00:49:11 BEE Jul 02 00:49:15 jesus christ Jul 02 00:49:19 WASP Jul 02 00:49:27 HA HA I AM SO QUIRKY Jul 02 00:49:28 that was kind tho sadly Jul 02 00:49:30 i think she has this weird replacement thing to replace "be" with "bee" Jul 02 00:49:43 gotta be speshul Jul 02 00:49:56 winterwyn: Discussed on another area of the network, she's gone into a position where she tries to blame others for everything. Jul 02 00:49:58 she tried to take on terezi's typing quirk here once Jul 02 00:50:03 we stomped that shit right out Jul 02 00:50:20 That was the polite version, yes. If we were really dropping kindness entirely it'd be... really ugly and not all that flattering to any of us. Jul 02 00:50:34 Talking about flattering Jul 02 00:50:40 * K jumps into lebblelap Jul 02 00:50:42 u cute Jul 02 00:50:49 * LowBatteryLife scritch Jul 02 00:52:33 aw~ Jul 02 00:52:49 --> Sanae (~ok@c-845ee655.018-390-73746f39.cust.bredbandsbolaget.se) has joined #gender Jul 02 00:52:49 --- EsperBot gives channel operator status to Sanae Jul 02 00:52:49 * feepbot welcomes Sanae (10 / 12): no its because they're bad at video games and scream a lot so... they're let's players? Jul 02 00:53:58 * DiStri rolls over here Jul 02 00:55:22 sorry about the fuss earlier Jul 02 00:55:30 It's fine. Jul 02 00:55:57 I'm an expert at ignoring personal drama that doesn't involve me by now.